Crazy

im being driven crazy mainly by myself (unfortunately) but by a whole big load of things...but mainly its my reactions to things (again unfortunate) i dont know why i just cant be...you know...nice...good...kind...well perfect would be optium but highly unattainable. Im finding myself in a bad mood almost constantly, i snap at everything. my family drive me insane even if they are not doing anything wrong! Im really not coping! Nehoo so not what i was going to talk about however im just grumpy and its all thats been coming out


Neway what i was going to talk about was the fact that i went to see southern gospel choir on sunday night and it was awesome!! (although still tad bit jealous theres not one in launceston...bec and lynne u guys are so lucky) nehoodle what i thought was awesome was they were christian songs! being sung by people watching all over salamanca!!songs like "prayer changes things" were encouraged to be sung by the audience. Songs about God Jesus Holy Spirit faith love prayer.twas cool. even if the ppl didnt believe or think about what they were singing i still think that words have power and that seeds would have been sown!! Pretty cool


neway thats what i wanted to say